he will give strength

The Lord will give strength to His people; The Lord will bless His people with peace. Psalm 29:11

Monday kicked off a four week training marathon for me. I am transitioning from the role as a nurse at the Health Department to a Family Nurse Practitioner. Since January, I have worked two days a week as a nurse. So that training will happen quickly, I am working five days a week for these next few weeks. 

Fear has loomed before me as I entered this season. Can I do this? Will I have the energy? How will my family survive? How will I steward my energy? Will I make the right decisions? So many questions... 

In fact, I had a nightmare involving four pythons at the Cottonwood pool. I’ll spare you the details. Suffice it to say that the fourth python I encountered jumped up on me (he had feet) and licked me on the face. I awakened with adrenaline coursing through my body. No hope of sleep in sight. What, I had to ask, am I afraid of?

A friend of mine and a mighty good aesthetician, Karee Hayes, encouraged me to blog about the chaos of these weeks. She said it really captures her heart when women are honest and vulnerable about the challenges of real life. This exhortation inspired me and it kept bouncing around in my heart.

This morning early, I tiptoed out to the coffee pot. What would God say to me this morning? Where will I find Him today? Where will I spot His fingertips?

Sarah Young (Jesus Calling) reminded me: “The more demanding your day, the more help you can expect from Me. This is a training opportunity, since I designed you for deep dependence on your Shepherd-King. Challenging times wake you up and amplify your awareness of needing My help.” 

Lord, I am aware of my need. Help me. Amen.

I look at the oxen and am reminded that His yoke is easy and His burden is light.