City of Tranquil Light is the story of a missionary couple to China and spans from 1906 to 1966. The story alternates the voices of Will and Katherine. Hearing two viewpoints adds depth and dimension to the tale. Their faith and the country and people they love are strong characters in the book as well. The love the two share reaches out from the pages and enlarges the reader's heart to love more, better, bigger.
"When you leave a place you love, you leave a piece of your heart. But you take with you the hearts of your beloved." This quote is from Mo Yun to Katherine as she is departing China. This story touched mine as I have also loved a country and a people and had to leave them. I appreciate how Ms. Caldwell paints a vast and rich landscape of the questions and the mysteries of faith.
Katherine writes in her journal:
"Then I ask where my faith is. I decide I'm being selfish and that fear rather than faith is leading me, and I scold myself for my lapse; I buck up and work harder and turn my back on this yearning for calm. But it will not be silenced, and once again I am asking God: Would You give me a desire You do not plan to fulfill? I don't receive an answer but the Silence that greets me is somehow gentle, and I stop battering myself for my lack of faith and accept my desires as a mystery, to be felt rather than solved."
Reading this book and letting these characters speak to your soul will enrich your life.

To muse is to be engaged in the present moment, observe something noteworthy, and to say so. I am learning to live in the present moment and bring all of myself to it.
Above everything else, I desire to follow my God and my King. As I understand it, my most important role here on earth is to worship Him. He made my face (soul) unique so that I could reflect a facet of Him that no one else can. He is writing a Grand Story and my (smaller) story fits into that. I am learning to trust Him with the details of both stories.
I am devoted to one man. Matt and I have been married twenty years. Our union is a testimony to God’s grace. He is my best friend and I realize that a Wiser Person chose him for me.
Besides being Matt’s soulmate, I love being a mother better than any other role. Matthew is 19 and left the nest this year to study at University of Tennessee. Joshua (10) eats, sleeps and breathes soccer. Samuel (5) keeps us all laughing and delights us with his vocabulary.
Four Honduran boys hold a large piece of my heart. We lived in Honduras for four years and foster parented Franklin, Edgar, Rodolfo and Junior. Loving these precious boys changed my heart and leaving them in Honduras crushed it. God has always cared for them... before I got there and now that I am here and they are there. To be sure, our time in Honduras changed us. These years lay upon our souls like a watermark. We went to love and serve the Honduran people yet their love and service dwarfed what we offered them. I will forever be grateful and remain a “catracha” in my heart.
We returned to the USA on August 2, 2006. The grief almost swallowed me whole. I struggled to hold onto God’s goodness. On the other side now I see how the pruning, drastic and precise, is bringing fruit.
Thank you for joining me here to muse.







